yes maid...but tis a shadow of what it use ta be   we had some good laffs here. came in taday ta gets a few tings outta psp twas like goin in a hollow house....but many ghosts n cobwebs. i sees we has a new member geeeesh where de welcummin cummittee

howdy back...now whars me drink

ohhh my chripes ya did gets in  an here i just accepted ya other wun  HAHAHAHHHAHA i shooda checked de treds waa HAHAHA stunned as a stump LMAO

i was just gunna makes a welcome thread an seen yers    welcome maid

i had forgot to post a while ago that boozie has been reinstated as admin and the bar is open once again. Please when posting be mindful of the rules of the bar.
I realize much went on here in the bar most in the brawl room of which is a rule free area. An appolgy was given to me by Boozie of which i feel is sincere and have accepted it. Many things happened in the past, and even though as humans we cannot forget, we do however must move forward.
This bar was made to have fun...enjoy

DC

I have decided to open the arcade  and the  bar for reading. posting is disabled due to shortage of admin. As to the future of this board, is as is until i decide what to do. There is a wealth of posts/imformation etc on this board and should be accessable to all.  There are however some things which are enclosed in this forum that are open to your own interpretation.... they are left as a reminder to lessons learned.
If you have any questions or concerns please feel free to contact me at blue@melsgraphics.com

I would hope you use this forum for the good thats enclosed...the psp forum is full of immense info. the lounge is full of fun, and good times...memories to be remembered...enjoy.

Thank you

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OFFICE => Admin => Topic started by: Clint Adams on May 07, 2008, 05:37:32 PM

Title: What is a friend?
Post by: Clint Adams on May 07, 2008, 05:37:32 PM
I thought I knew but not too sure anymore.

Title: Re: What is a friend?
Post by: river on May 07, 2008, 05:43:45 PM
a friend is a person u can trust . and if its a gull ya can ave six wit er .  :15: :icon_yes:

Title: Re: What is a friend?
Post by: Charity on May 07, 2008, 05:47:35 PM
River  :icon_no:   :icon_no:  :icon_no:

Yu can't have sex wit yer gull frens dats married  :icon_no:

Boozie ~ I know many ppl but consider very few friends  :icon_yes:


Title: Re: What is a friend?
Post by: Clint Adams on May 07, 2008, 05:48:58 PM
That what I thought too b'y.Yes Char I think that the trouble I thought I had lots of friends but turns out I only got 2 in here.They know who they are.

Title: Re: What is a friend?
Post by: Charity on May 07, 2008, 05:52:06 PM
Like River said "Trust" is a big factor when it comes to being a friend.........If you want friends, then you gotta be a friend  :icon_yes:  :icon_yes:

Title: Re: What is a friend?
Post by: Clint Adams on May 07, 2008, 05:56:50 PM
yeah so they can turn on you.It kinda funny though the two friends I mentioned is two that have every reason to hate me but stuck by me.

Title: Re: What is a friend?
Post by: JiggidyJig on May 07, 2008, 06:01:53 PM
Boozie meson,I don't respond in here as much as most but you can always consider me yer friend if you ever need to talk about anything.At this stage in me life I am not much good fer anything else lol.

Have a good one boozie !

Title: Re: What is a friend?
Post by: Charity on May 07, 2008, 06:05:19 PM
Iffen your talking about on here then that seems to happen doesn't it........Tis not the easiest with using text as it can so often get miscontrued and meanings lost etc ........... I would be more concerned about the friends in my day to day world outside of these kitchens and wanting to develop meaningful relationships with them or perhaps make new friends.   If you manage to form a friendship on here that is true then count yourself blessed  :icon_yes:  :icon_yes:

Title: Re: What is a friend?
Post by: Gracie on May 07, 2008, 06:10:29 PM
A friend is someone you can trust :icon_yes: tell secrets too and know them well
enough to know they would never repeat something that was told in sercet. Hard
to find those days   :icon_yes: A friend is someone who is always there for you
no matter what, and one who would tell you if you were doing something wrong.
 

Title: Re: What is a friend?
Post by: JiggidyJig on May 07, 2008, 06:11:41 PM
I always consider family as being the most important in my life and friends being a close second.These internet friends,while being important,is just that.Sometimes it works out for the best and sometimes it is just a passing moment.I will say though,over the years,I have met hundreds that I would never have met if it were not for the internet and I have never met one person that I can say that I did not enjoy meeting and would be very happy to call on them as friends.I hope that they consider me the same.

Title: Re: What is a friend?
Post by: Clint Adams on May 07, 2008, 06:13:33 PM
Thanks all.

Title: Re: What is a friend?
Post by: Gracie on May 07, 2008, 06:14:32 PM
 :_huggles_: :_huggles_: :_huggles_: :_huggles_:

Title: Re: What is a friend?
Post by: Georgia Rose on May 07, 2008, 07:20:10 PM
A friend is someone who can come in your house, and look in your drawers, and never tell anyone how messy they were. :13:

I mean your dresser drawers  :nanner_01:

Title: Re: What is a friend?
Post by: Gabby on May 07, 2008, 08:25:43 PM
hi Boozie
I seen this thread and I had to respond and I know what it,s like to lose a friend
it really hurts and sucks, but i have always been a beliver in this saying “A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.”

just always remember that a true friends loves you for who you are and will be a friend no matter what there nothing that can,t be forgiven  :2:

Title: Re: What is a friend?
Post by: Gabby on May 07, 2008, 08:27:26 PM
“A friend is a hand that is always holding yours, no matter how close or far apart you may be. A friend is someone who is always there and will always, always care. A friend is a feeling of forever in the heart.”

Title: Re: What is a friend?
Post by: Clint Adams on May 07, 2008, 08:30:49 PM
thank you gabby
a true friend you are too although i have no right to ask you to be one.How stund was I atoll?

Title: Re: What is a friend?
Post by: Georgia Rose on May 07, 2008, 08:37:42 PM
A friend comes to visit you when you're sick... NOT a few days before you die.

Title: Re: What is a friend?
Post by: Clint Adams on May 07, 2008, 08:39:01 PM
what if they dont come

Title: Re: What is a friend?
Post by: Gabby on May 07, 2008, 08:57:47 PM
Quote from: Boozie on May 07, 2008, 08:39:01 PM
what if they dont come

they will if they are a real friend

Title: Re: What is a friend?
Post by: river on May 07, 2008, 09:46:00 PM
i cocertires ya a cyber friend , am i one of de 3   :icon_yes:

Title: Re: What is a friend?
Post by: Viking on May 07, 2008, 09:49:29 PM
Hey Gabby ....I haven't seen you around in a dog's age.....LoL.....where've you been keeping yourself??.... :icon_yes:

Title: Re: What is a friend?
Post by: river on May 07, 2008, 10:01:29 PM
er and bozzie ben doing dirt .  :icon_yes: :icon_yes: :7: :7:

Title: Re: What is a friend?
Post by: Salty on May 08, 2008, 10:10:13 AM
I think you guys use the word friend way to loosely and many of the things said in this thread do not at all have affinity to the true meaning of friendship.

A true friend is one who knows where you've been, knows where you're going, knows where you are, understands you, knows how you think, knows how you handle things and still treasures the time spent with you. A friend is one who values you in his or her life and if and when you hurt, he hurts. A true friend is one when something isn't right in your life, something isn't right in his and he will do anything to make it right because he needs it to be right.
A true friend is somebody who stands beside you even when you were wrong and no matter how bad you've been.   

There may be a few who have found friends in these kitchens. But VERY VERY few....

To be frank, from my perspective, most have proven and probably even myself, that in these "kitchens", there are no friends at all and nobody cannot be trusted as a "true friend' as described above.  Perhaps it isn't possible.


They say if we have two good friends in our lives we are lucky. I am blessed. I have five people in my real life that I know are my friends.

We all fall for it in here at one time or another, but history from the sites proves, there is no such thing.


We are all travelers in the wilderness of this world, and the best we can find in our travels is an honest friend.

Title: Re: What is a friend?
Post by: Butterfly on May 08, 2008, 10:28:18 AM
Salty ..you made some very valid points. :23:

Title: Re: What is a friend?
Post by: Clint Adams on May 08, 2008, 03:27:34 PM
Touche Salty.Very well said.Boy did I ever fall into that trap.

Title: Re: What is a friend?
Post by: Salty on May 08, 2008, 09:28:57 PM
Here today and gone tomorrow myson...... De best you should ask for from these kitchens is to have a laff with people and never get close to anyone.    If ya take that advice you'll be left with a smile instead of sorrow and regret.   

Carry on as if you was normal.   

Title: Re: What is a friend?
Post by: Flora on May 09, 2008, 06:28:16 AM
well I was gonna stay outta here but decided to put my 2 cents worth in!a friend is someone who don't make threads like this with the sole purpose of hurting someone who probably is the best friend you ever had!

Title: Re: What is a friend?
Post by: Salty on May 09, 2008, 07:56:01 AM
Hence, the result of getting close in these kitchens.   

Betrayl has to be about the worst thing that can happen between two people whom were supposed to be honest friends.
Although it hurts right now, in time it does pass and you will clearly see how trust is something that only lasts until your "friend" has other desires to pursue. At that point it's all out the door.

Trust yourself only.

Title: Re: What is a friend?
Post by: ladybee on May 09, 2008, 11:08:43 AM
"Trust yourself only"  hummmmmmm i like that statment.

the best friend you will ever have is yourself.

as far as chat room friends, tis here today and gone tomorrow  :rotfl:

but there are people who will always stand out in a crowd even in a chat room.

Title: Re: What is a friend?
Post by: Oldtimer on May 09, 2008, 11:20:56 AM
Quote from: Gracie on May 07, 2008, 06:10:29 PM
A friend is someone you can trust :icon_yes: tell secrets too and know them well
enough to know they would never repeat something that was told in sercet. Hard
to find those days   :icon_yes: A friend is someone who is always there for you
no matter what, and one who would tell you if you were doing something wrong.
 

What she Gracie said luh.... :icon_yes: :icon_yes: :icon_yes:.. I was going to write the same thing....   Mrs.O

Title: Re: What is a friend?
Post by: Clint Adams on May 09, 2008, 12:55:23 PM
Quote from: Flora on May 09, 2008, 06:28:16 AM
well I was gonna stay outta here but decided to put my 2 cents worth in!a friend is someone who don't make threads like this with the sole purpose of hurting someone who probably is the best friend you ever had!


WTF are you going on with Flo?

Title: Re: What is a friend?
Post by: Clint Adams on May 09, 2008, 12:56:29 PM
Hi Mrs.O.Hope all is well with you and the ole feller.

Title: Re: What is a friend?
Post by: Flora on May 09, 2008, 01:31:29 PM
I had my say boozie and you know wot i'm on about!life is to short to be cruel and miserable to others!just be kind and enjoy yer good friends ya have!

Title: Re: What is a friend?
Post by: JiggidyJig on May 09, 2008, 01:41:24 PM
Let's all gather in a big circle for a group hug.. bigarmhug

Title: Re: What is a friend?
Post by: Flora on May 09, 2008, 02:28:27 PM
wilf :_huggles_:

Title: Re: What is a friend?
Post by: Flora on May 09, 2008, 02:53:33 PM
WHAT IS A FRIEND?

SOMEONE WHO LISTENS

SOMEONE WHO TELLS
YOU THE TRUTH ABOUT YOURSELF AND
YOU LISTEN AND APPRECIATE IT

SOMEONE WHO YOU WOULD BREAK
ALL APPOINTMENTS TO BE WITH
SOMEONE WHO ARRIVES UNEXPECTEDLY
AS YOU ARE GOING OUT AND YOU WANT
            WITH ALL YOUR HEART TO TAKE THEM WITH YOU
SOMEONE YOU DON'T WANT TO LEAVE,
NO MATTER HOW MUCH TIME
YOU HAVE SPENT WITH THEM


Title: Re: What is a friend?
Post by: Gabby on May 10, 2008, 07:30:14 PM
Quote from: river on May 07, 2008, 10:01:29 PM
er and bozzie ben doing dirt .  :icon_yes: :icon_yes: :7: :7:

lmfao River

Title: Re: What is a friend?
Post by: Georgia Rose on May 10, 2008, 09:19:19 PM
Yesterday Que was playing with some of his friends(7 & and 8 year olds) up the street, and he comes home crying, because a 10 year old girl told him he couldn't play with them.

So say's to me, "I'm going back up there and tell her, that God says that all children should play together."

ps.
It must have worked because he didn't come back right away.  :clap0000:

Title: Re: What is a friend?
Post by: King Puffin on May 10, 2008, 09:29:49 PM
Right on Rose, a nice story  :clap0000:


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General Category => General Discussion => Topic started by: Gabby on July 17, 2008, 06:33:16 pm


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Title: just wondering
Post by: Gabby on July 17, 2008, 06:33:16 pm
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For those that do work I was just wondering if you like your job and what do u do for a living ?


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Title: Re: just wondering
Post by: Geezler on July 17, 2008, 08:16:28 pm
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I'm a physchiarist & I think you're fawked 


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Title: Re: just wondering
Post by: Clint Boozer on July 17, 2008, 08:30:20 pm
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Real nice Geezler.


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Title: Re: just wondering
Post by: Geezler on July 17, 2008, 08:32:44 pm
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Sure I got the same diagonsis  for you....Relax those voices are your own, they won't hurt ya


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Title: Re: just wondering
Post by: Clint Boozer on July 17, 2008, 08:34:02 pm
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Come on Geez that was totally uncalled for.


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Title: Re: just wondering
Post by: Geezler on July 17, 2008, 08:36:07 pm
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Yes by'e lots of things are uncalled for


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Title: Re: just wondering
Post by: Clint Boozer on July 17, 2008, 08:37:09 pm
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We all know what you are by now Faye.No need to keep proving it.


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Title: Re: just wondering
Post by: Gabby on July 17, 2008, 08:38:05 pm
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Quote from: Geezler on Yesterday at 08:16:28 pm
I'm a physchiarist & I think you're fawked 


your the one that is totaly fawked to write that comment if clint or I had to write that
you would be saying sweet jesus and running to salty and getting our comments erased.



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Title: Re: just wondering
Post by: Geezler on July 17, 2008, 08:39:20 pm
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LOL yes I run to Salty all the time


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Title: Re: just wondering
Post by: Clint Boozer on July 17, 2008, 08:40:33 pm
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sure everybody know that geezer


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Title: Re: just wondering
Post by: Geezler on July 17, 2008, 08:40:48 pm
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Now I told you what I do, are you 2 gonna tell us what you do?


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Title: Re: just wondering
Post by: Gabby on July 17, 2008, 08:41:39 pm
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Quote from: Geezler on Yesterday at 08:39:20 pm
LOL yes I run to Salty all the time


yes i know you do and your a bitch


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Title: Re: just wondering
Post by: Clint Boozer on July 17, 2008, 08:42:24 pm
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we take out the trash


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Title: Re: just wondering
Post by: Gabby on July 17, 2008, 08:43:06 pm
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i started this thread hoping to get some replies and nice comments
but you fawkening ruined it 


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Title: Re: just wondering
Post by: Clint Boozer on July 17, 2008, 08:44:50 pm
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Did you really expect any better from her Gabby.Next thing the C.S. will be in.


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Title: Re: just wondering
Post by: Geezler on July 17, 2008, 09:04:36 pm
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c.s. now who would that be


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Title: Re: just wondering
Post by: pitched flanker on July 17, 2008, 09:09:19 pm
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I am not c.s. but I will tell ya that I am an artist,I draw ...


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Title: Re: just wondering
Post by: Clint Boozer on July 17, 2008, 09:10:54 pm
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Quote from: Geezler on Yesterday at 09:04:36 pm
c.s. now who would that be



Sure that the cyber slut.Everybody knows who that is.Right Gabby?


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Title: Re: just wondering
Post by: Gabby on July 17, 2008, 09:17:31 pm
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Quote from: Clint Boozer on Yesterday at 09:10:54 pm
Quote from: Geezler on Yesterday at 09:04:36 pm
c.s. now who would that be



Sure that the cyber slut.Everybody knows who that is.Right Gabby?


yes i know and I wouldn,t want to be in their shoes


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Title: Re: just wondering
Post by: Susan on July 17, 2008, 10:15:23 pm
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who's da cyber slut ?  I,m not funnin anyone... I really dont know!

wen salty got in in de am the thread was deleted

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Title: salty
Post by: Gabby on June 05, 2008, 09:43:23 pm
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earlier tonight i was in here reading my comments from the past
somethings i had forgotten about. anyway something struck me it was some advice you gave me one time and I had forgotten about it untill i saw it tonight .

here this may refresh your memory
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Gabby, luh, I'm certain beyond a doubt, because of what you've done by giving those children a home, that you have plenty of good in you and are a good person. I'm very VERY sure, in the end you will be heavily rewarded for that kind of giving.
That said, these sites are a cause of problems between folks. "He said, she said, they did...... blah blhah blah..... It goes on and on and there is no stopping it. It just takes too much to try and sort it out.
Geezler is not a bad person. She reads what you say, what I say, what they say.... and like all of us, which you certainly did with me, she passes a judgement based on her understanding. The problem again, what people understand from reading is more than often not what was intended by the typer..
Oh, there are a few nasty people in our circles. I could name three or four right now who since I first came to these sites years ago, have  always been stiring their filthy shit and have always did all they could to cause people to turn on each other. Christ, sorme of them have taken their shit to real life..... fawk em! Guess what. they already have shitty lives and they are already unhappy miserible people with unhappy lives....They already are getting their dues for who thay are.
Don't be one of them... I mean, don't let their ugly colors blend with yours and make yours not your true color.   Smiley
You must accept the outcome, remain kind, remain friendly, and in time... lots of time, others will see you for who you are.
Whether these people become kind to you or not, it is so important that you don't judge yourself wrongly. It's a very difficult thing when you live with a false guilt and a horrible feeling to be rejected by others because some filthy animal has said things that caused others to judge you wrongly.  Don't do what I did and respond with equal filth..... You will not win against evil duckie. You, or nobody else. Satan is the champion of evil and he works well thru some of the folks we know.
Know that, accept it, and just turn away..... Satan is using them to get you.   Smiley
Don't allow it.   Smiley



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Title: Re: salty
Post by: Gabby on June 05, 2008, 09:44:17 pm
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now before anyone jumps on me let me explain why i put this here


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Title: Re: salty
Post by: Gabby on June 05, 2008, 09:47:00 pm
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this was the part that struck me the most Don't be one of them... I mean, don't let their ugly colors blend with yours and make yours not your true color.   Smiley
You must accept the outcome, remain kind, remain friendly, and in time... lots of time, others will see you for who you are.
Whether these people become kind to you or not, it is so important that you don't judge yourself wrongly. It's a very difficult thing when you live with a false guilt and a horrible feeling to be rejected by others because some filthy animal has said things that caused others to judge you wrongly.  Don't do what I did and respond with equal filth..... You will not win against evil duckie. You, or nobody else. Satan is the champion of evil and he works well thru some of the folks we know.
Know that, accept it, and just turn away..... Satan is using them to get you.   Smiley
Don't allow it.   Smiley


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Title: Re: salty
Post by: Gabby on June 05, 2008, 09:53:31 pm
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I realize tonight by looking back that there were some things i said that wasn,t good .
we huert others without thinking that when we get angry that others that do not know me my get the wrong impression of me .

most of my friends had to see some things that i have done or written would say its not my character.

and im sure everone here has done the same thing


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Title: Re: salty
Post by: Gabby on June 05, 2008, 09:56:35 pm
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so i am going to follow your advice and for those who hate me i sorry for the way you feel but for those who have stuck by me thanks you with all my heart and I hope you all have a good weekend.

 

take care
Gabby


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Title: Re: salty
Post by: Clint Boozer on June 05, 2008, 10:06:40 pm
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Gabby your a good person hun.Don't ever let anybody tell you different.


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Title: Re: salty
Post by: Gabby on June 05, 2008, 10:08:44 pm
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thanks clint that means alot but you know the way i feel


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Title: Re: salty
Post by: Clint Boozer on June 05, 2008, 10:12:26 pm
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Yes I do.There will always be assholes who judge you when they have no clue what is going on.The trick is to overlook them and not stoop to their level.Its not easy sometimes but the truth always comes out and true colours always get shown.


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Title: Re: salty
Post by: Gabby on June 05, 2008, 10:18:53 pm
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Quote from: Clint Boozer on Yesterday at 10:12:26 pm
Yes I do.There will always be assholes who judge you when they have no clue what is going on.The trick is to overlook them and not stoop to their level.Its not easy sometimes but the truth always comes out and true colours always get shown.


yanno one time it didn,t bother me what people tot of me I would always respond to say kiss me arse lol . now I have to watch what i say cause some people will twist my words around and gossip . They have nothing better to do than to sit down and gossip about me all day


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Title: Re: salty
Post by: Gabby on June 05, 2008, 10:22:42 pm
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thanks again clint I feels better now


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Title: Re: salty
Post by: priscilla on June 06, 2008, 01:32:10 am
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ya know, l dont know whats been gooin on in these Newfie sites before l came in here, but l'm goin to tell yas now,  l dont get involved in any b/s that goes on in here, l'm here to have fun  and not make enemies, so if theres b/s goin on, I"M GONE


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Title: Re: salty
Post by: Susan on June 06, 2008, 05:26:58 am
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what was the point of posting that at this point. IN the last week or so its been back to regular banter back and forth.. and no sign of clint.. But surprisingly he is here... Best someone takes a good look in the mirror

Now I am off to work... I will be here later in the evening with my tea.. Give me your best shot..
Grow up for fawks sakes
 

ohh fer sure. i think she musta thot id reply to her fer she hovered n watched fer de longest time after sendin it.  i havent replied to anything by her in a dawgs age n dont intend to...i low it was john fillin her in on things that spurred her to write it.

got this tonight from gabby.....guess just habit to screen shot things now...i didnt reply

well he n geezler goin atter...geezler has told him 2xs ta fawk off

he came in my thread..i think his last reponse was ta me wanted him n i ta talk....aint gunna happen...after all thats been said ta lissen ta more name callen etc etc
heres de thread

robert i think heese a few bricks shart a load...he just copied a part of a discussion i had with joy in his signature at saltys lol  that proves ta me he was in joys account...where i was blocked n deleted as her friend...i knew he was in there...n joy assumes it was he fer she didnt delete donna n me....now he publically shows evidence that he was by puttin a private conversation up
my i dunt think e usen his head attoll

he wont talk to you...he wants me to break my silence is wat he wants...my last pms from him showed me that....also the way he n gabby is posten to each other in the threads at saltys.
see robert, any time before it was always me to speak first with him when he went into his silent modes...i was de soft one n couldnt go without talkn. now i feel this is alot of provokin to get me to say somethin.  any person he was on the outs with over the years, he used the same tactics...and although tis hard not to reply, i wont.  i think he wrote the book on cyber bullyin...cuz rite now thats how i feel. yes i can stop going to the places he goes...but my gawd why should i have to stop my life, n cut off others ive met becuz of him. hell, last nite joy requested me in facebook...i was parinoid that it wasnt her but him....everything n everywun runs an air of suspision now. ders times i cry n cry fer i feels likeim goin outta my head...
i better get ta werk